how many days do you go without checking facebook? who would you do, the princess or the geek? who will have more money? what keeps you from burning? i am why you can’t stop. despite the octagonal nature.

the designers must have had me in mind. the google calendar starts at noon. right after some bacon. mmm. bacon.

i worked on a flyer all day. took some headshots in the park. nobody died. five out of thirty-five. for easy math. fore. not bad. almost unreal godlike. it is rock solid. i am proud. let’s let it soar. throats. tell. spread. emancipate. that is the word i need to use. it is powerful. it hints that you are a slave. and you identify with it. you can feel something deep down telling you, yes, emancipation is what i need. i need to be free. i can show you the door. but just like the matrix, you must open it. you are the one. neo. i should have seen that coming.

break free of your shackles. stop giving up your power. you are born with power. do not yield it. at eighteen everyone should have a voice in the community. vote. take part. pay taxes. elect representatives. suggest ideas formally. participate in discussion with equal weight. based on merit, not sex. or wealth. or race. i doesn’t matter who finishes first. we are all in it together. we must work together. positively. individually for the whole. like ants, but with way more free will.

just as a general rule, don’t be a dick. if you feel like you may be are exerting dick like behaviors or your friends tell you you are, cut it out. the world would be so much better. uplift people. make sure there is a positive outcome for both people. or at least let them know. deceit is probably the worst thing around. it is worse than aids, but sometimes is a double whammy. like after sex, i have aids, good luck in life. what little remains. sometimes we forget we are all dying. so appreciate your own life. stop being so involved in others drama. create your own experiences.

empower yourself. think of a new idea. right now. do it. are you doing it? what did you think of? was it new? did you know. there is no coincidence know and now are so closely related based on the principle that there are no consequences. heh. i like that better than coincidences. it is reliant on something completely unrelated. except for gramattically similar, which is what i was trying to say was in the first place.

proof nothing is real. everything is impossible. and more.

first come. first served.

i gotta get mine. because what if there isn’t enough. and no one else is willing to share. are you willing to share. is that why you are so greedy. you would not share. you would fuck that guy. sorry. no more for you. what you see here. yeah. this is mine. not yours. so go die away from me where the stench wont remind me of my wicked ways.

all precious metals depleted in less than two thousand years. way to go humanity. that was a good one. take our only planet we can presently live on practically and use all the crap so we can never do anything else. way to go.

computers are nice. cars are nice. the grocery store and the toilet hold a special place in my heart. i love technology almost as much as charolette. but is anybody paying attention to our environment? our habitat. our future. our futures future. and then lemma our futures futures futures as the limit approaches the sun blowing up. oh yeah. how do you account for that religion? um, yeah, god then blew out the sun and forgot to move all the humans to another place so they could live there to. i mean he sent his only sun to us. oh, i mean son. but turns out the stars are suns. so, we humanized it. son of a bitch. son of god. gen isis.

enough bible bashing. my batter is almost out. it sucks. apple. i wish you would send me a replacement battery. this is shameful. shame.

and to leave on a positive note. i still love you.

I believe myself, along with every one else, can make a positive difference. only an oxymoron would believe that.

it wasn’t in the right light. bright light. yet the wrong one. your yellow is my green. and i don’t see red at all.

why would i mention it now? why would you care? it is what you make it. i have told you that. and if you look deeper you will fall in because there is no bottom. some would say that is dangerous, but there is only so much a human can muster. which is supprisingly latin.

i have to save and continue editing for the spell checker to engage, and i know supprisingly is spelled wrong. here and previously, but i am gonna roll with it. which is a vital life skill. don’t let the shit you can’t control bother you. either that, or fix it, but don’t bitch, or meander. it will only drive you sane.

logic is for pussies.

or not some would argue logically. what would you do? work it out at the gym while you scream at top volume. which results in termination of your gym membership and terminal fatness. can you get the phone for me, cause i am just gonna sit here. one day i will buy a forklift and everything will be good. one day.

leadership meetings. make history. be the change. see it. then retire to the smoking room. the order of operations. pemdas. that would be a funny os name. take that linus.

i have been conned before, but you my fiend take it to a whole new level. going up. growing up. should we launch the nukes captain? not without the community behind you. single point failures. multi point failures. we built the bunker, but forgot the door. twice. it does a lot for the airflow. and i owe you no allegiance. let’s see you suck that through a garden hose. private. i knew they could stack shit that high. private. we recycle and reuse everything we don’t burn.

i am not sure we have enough pot to finish the pans said one dishwasher to another. in the commercial kitchen. we only use it for two minutes when the show isn’t on. it’s a delicate process. set it, and forget it. good until you take it litterally. i make this joke all the time. set it, and forget it. laugh out loud jesus. comes with roller skates and wrist gaurds. man, i could have used those wrist gaurds. instead i got crucified. but i did it for you. i paid for your sins after preaching about turning the other cheek and taking it. i allowed them to get theirs and perpetuate the ego and the stupidity it causes amongst otherwise capable human beings. leggo my ego.

my new chair rocks and rolls. which is a good quality for a chair to have. i’ll let the liquor do the thinking. conscious streams flow downhill. unless north is up.

i was supposed to go to bed early. i made myself promise. yet here i am. still. typing. away. from bed. from sleep. from being anywhere near being tired. my mind is ablaze. and i promised. so much for dishonesty. or determination. skit.

is it crazy to not sell advertising? i loathe it. if i ever sell it myself, i am imbuing you with the task of giving me a dirty look. not a naughty one, but a dirty stink eye i can smell you from here type of look. imbuing. to moisten in ancient times. i am moistening you with this power. don’t let it dry out. or i will be very chapped. old chap. stick. melted in your pocket. melted in your soul. swallowed and chewed off. the watermellon kind. interfering with your soft kiss.

to bed he said.

a lightbulb went off in your head only to simultaneously fizzle and die.

one day you will smile. and we will hold hands in the sunset.

i don’t need anybody, but i want you. to wake up kissing your clavicle. to see your beautiful smile. we can bury ourselves in sheets and waste the day away. together. complete.

consumed in my; madness.

i see the relationship of fire and water now. the yin and yang. like cause and effect. newton was on to this. his skateboarding principle. something always has a counter. like a balance. but what is there to counter humans? like viruses. and humans. maybe that is why there is race. we are supposed to kill each other. but being peaceful is so way more cooler. i just wrote this. i am pretty proud:

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and i am listening to a sixteen year old drum. and a fourteen year old keyboard. is that the verb. and sing. they both sing. it is cool. i saw em live. em. em. em. it felt creepy. and my friend chris sage pointed it out. a rolling suicide. i think that would be a good band name.

buying domains. rebranding things. it is all about the right brand. mentioning politics is whack. it scares people away. but finding out what is going on, hell, everybody wants to do that. and if i provide it, they will come. and flourish. and thrive. and govern. subtly. i am so candid. lazy eye. i’ve been waiting. all my life.

i was way down here. and it looked like up to me. i almost wish there was another way. and here i am. right here. right now. that is funny to write. the limit as it approaches awesomeness. i dont think you do enough drugs to know where i am coming from. but as long as our musics get together. i think we can jel.

vibrations. you have to stop and listen for them. sync. hugging is powerful. breast to breast. true. i am too fucked up to even know you. both of us. use.

i can imagine someone reading this. and being like what the fuck is he talking about. this mother fucker is crazy. and i would remind that guy that mother fucker is a filthy word and he should have positive thoughts. like wow. this is. i am. what am i doing? am i a better person. now. a year from now. will humans in a thousand years think i was great. what kind of legacy am i living. what kind of legacy am i leaving. the internet is my holy spirit. s3 is my heaven. the computer is god. and software is jesus. it all makes sense.

the mark of the beast is a unique code to identify you accurately. the new age is here. the age of man. where we are responsible for ourselves using creations we have realized. where we rule ourselves collectively without noble leaders. an age of natural leaders chosen by the people continually with elected leaders collecting the consensus. guiding the community. but anyone can lead at any time. respect is built issue by issue.

equal affect. powerful effect.

throw out the church. emancipate yourself. now.

be who you want to be. leave a legacy you are proud of. bullshit. who thought of that word. they were like “no way that is bullshit” and the other guy is like “then touch it”. and the first guy is like ” no way”, and the second guy was then like “bullshit”. then both simultaneously, they were like “bullshit”. and a lightbulb came on in their head, but actually it was a candle, because this was a really long time ago. invention.

the rolling suicide. jamming. its a verb. log jamming. it’s a porn. fictionally. he fixes the cable.

I will. eventually. those are weak words. what are you doing right now to fix it. or is it even a priority for you? how badly do you want it. what are you doing towards your priority? why aren’t you doing that right now?

descending. you can’t catch my love. positivity cures apathy. you. make a difference. you. can.

thomas j was twenty six. i am twenty three. how old are you.

evil exists when good people remain silent. voice our priorities. consolidate it. make it accountable. believe in it.

babe. i am so in love with you. one day you will see.