thanks gaving. past tense of a good time.

i think i might name my facebook album that. its good. cause it was. and so it is. i am absorbed in hip hop again. piggy back on biggies back. some people value family more than i do. lemmatta people care about a lot of things i scorn. mocking. in the language of the birds.

scrying in the fire. i ask. i tell. it reminds me that i know, yet i doubt. doubting is for noobs.

i like you too much to take a break. being dry is essential. especially on cold nights.

love is not intuative.

sex drugs and rock and roll were the right choice. indulge. eat your heart out. she is my heart.

chocolate and caramel swirled in vanilla ice cream. bingo. cha ching. if you had to choose between a designer handbag and starving a child, which would you pick? from and engineering point of view.

goodbye pablow.

what did the economist say to the budget complaining about depression?

oh, go cut yourself.

cyberhumor: imaginary stuff that is only funny if you want it to be.

edge case. $content =~ /<b>\s*(\d+)\s*\. <\/b>\s*([^\<\>]+?)\s+– <a href=”([\w\W]+?)”>\([\w\s]+ – \w+ \d+, \d+\) <\/a><br/ig and don’t forget.

i live in a command line interface. my family is dying. inside out. jealous and profane.

i wonder what the fewest needed to communicate effective? and not goober.

i just found a solution to a problem in a different project while searching for something completely unrealated on another subject. crazy how that works. puzzle pieces everywhere. the key is knowing where they fit.

oh hey. life is full of surprises.

it took me a few hours. no. a few days to figure out that my routes file is not sychronized with git. so my problems lay there. lost in translation. or the lack there of. one day i will learn.

this album reminds me of hawi. campaigning out there. geez. what a crazy thing to do. an elaborate real life joke. alive. living the dream. running for office. i don’t have to wish you luck in life, you’re white. get up and kiss the pheonix. in jesus name amen.

it’s the kind of shit you can listen to real loud. like sedimentary rock. more experienced than jimmi hendrix.

giving up versus forgiving everyone. including yourself. i forgive you. german in origin. precrime. afterhate. present. i have a present for you. we experienced it together. at different times. union. onion.

think what you write. write what you think. the theif in the night. tight enough to repeat. it’s getting hot in here is part of a lesson, thanks for pointing it out.

can you find happiness in death? when a friend dies. or when you die. ponder shorties. glam and glitz. black ties. denial of confusion. the suppression of vulnerable. the ego conquers, the role is fulfilled. i will behave this way. and take comfort in similarity. like an elaborate play starring you and the situation at hand. don’t break part. like tropic thunder style part fulfillment. it was at least worth that. while in rome.

there is never enough. humans do not know restraint naturally. we breed, destroy, create, shake and move everything. explore every square inch as soon as we are capable. always stuck in the remainder. pi. us. infinity. estimating and making measurements. defining our reality. making laws. restricting others. enforcing the status quo.

managing it this way because it works. and we are afraid to try anything new. what if. those two words terrify. what if. oh my god. did he just say that? what if he did? see how it spreads. there is only now. enjoy now. later is imaginary until it is right now. and yesterday, well. a race against time. a second i get is a second i should take and use.

timeless. that is the key. invent something that endures the test of time. will they talk of what you do today in time. or are you designing only for the now? do you see how you are a piece of the big puzzle of life. how you fit. for millions of years on this planet. and you are just one part. a living puzzle depends on you millions of years from now. you are not isolated. no matter how insignificant (or important) you feel you are. we are all in this together. and when we all survive responsibly, that is when we are in gods image. we are god?

survival of the fittest. survival of everything. we are the keepers of the earth. we have the opportunity. love.

every choice. smile. now. be conscious of the good. appreciate what you normally take for granted. what suffered to bring you this macbook? what prospered? how much do you love it? was it worth it? for me, yes. go computer.

o li via.

peak oil. peak man. oil is the black slave of our age. sick. gross humanity. always looking for someone else to do their work. i am. i mean i really only want to do what i am good at and trade that for currency so we can survive. its called an economy. trade. sophisticated bartering. but then, for some reason, this system starts to have inflation. the earned worth you have accumulated starts to devalue. how is that cool? you lose spending power with a zero percent savings account.

cool.

or not cool. i earned it. now if i don’t use it imediately it will disappear. what did i really earn? obviously not what i was bargaining for. slave to the system.

invent something new. money backed by lies plus interest. money backed by computing power. computing futures. metaphysics. strung out. hide it. people are not ready. get elected. get selected. indebted to the baptist. dollars shackle knowledge. what seeds your random.

sleep(30)

routes.rb

ten days. staring at walls somewhere. hopefully alive. more than ever. and doing well.

he knew a lot of what i was talking about. he felt it too.

i am close. yet so far. time and time again i invest. a smooth ashlar i will yield.

if we can just learn to talk together. cohesively.

trustfreedemocracy.com has been simplified. maybe i will find the secret one day. goodnight.

talking complete sans sense. my friend le has gone missing.