frustration. sometimes it will surface because things should just work, but they don’t, and you feel it is beyond your scope to mend it, right now. patience.

getting it right. in time.

har. money. synchronosity. understanding.

words you would teach to a young child. self esteem. love.

mage. ick. release. being aliveomnipotent. pushing and shoving. self destructive. roar. here me. lay with me. the one. my world is beautiful. fuck your god. taste the fruit. god will not die. be god.

peace.

prosper.

plan.

for a moment. overwhelm yourself with questions. accept uncertainty. then move on. really think of things on the big picture level. global crisis. then get local. nasty local. and get through this. if we do this right, man may survive with god. our children may have a chance.

an opportunity to get it right. now.

what does life cost? what are you earning? poised to my rotten core.

http://surplus.localgarden.us/

Frater Perdurabo is the most honest of all the great religious teachers. Others have said: “Believe me!” He says:”Don’t believe me!” He does not ask for followers; would despise and refuse them. He wants an independent and self-reliant body of students to follow out their own methods of research. If he can save them time and trouble by giving a few useful “tips,” his work will have been done to his own satisfaction.

http://hermetic.com/crowley/libers/lib4.html

consider this. the second part is an agram. and the last a conjecture, through reverse conjunction you will sententia.

brief, yet thourough. it’s too late for me.

dream.

running out of the last. infinity minus one.

i was just looking at my photos. the stages of my life. revolutions around the sun. awkward encounters. time traveling. extravagence. ecstasy. imagine if i deleted the orginals. and at my funeral they only had the onetwentyfivepics by seventyfive to remeber my life by. i have this vision of my funeral having a slideshow of my photos, dunno, sounds pretty cool to me, but what if that was gone. what if i leave no relics to remember me by. if i only leave memories. primary sources dwindle quickly. what do you consider this chronicle?

will i these experience live forever? or until they ones and zeros can be deciphered and preserved. would you want to read this in a thousand years? do you want to read it now? how about now? i should assume the answer is yes. shall we continue?

again, what i say may not stay. nothing is permanent. change is inevitable. though i imagine this is pretty permanent. that is an achievement. man has figured out a way to share and retain knowledge and it creeps more and more into your private life every day. will we eventually become computers? become so logical that there is no difference between a mechanical robot and an organic human? is feeling all that seperates us from them? emotion, is my middle name.

we have mutating rule sets. though we are still subject to programming. the television plays the programs. and it is successful on large enough populations that the status quo is imparted. satiated. blind to the true attrocities around the world. benevolent to the churches wich have burned, raped and pillaged most of history, murdering in your name with the help of your dollars. innocent to the attrocities projected for current population growth. unaware the world only has fifty more years of usable gold.

consuming.

for the economy. so i can eat.

so you can eat? are you fucking me? i work for a corporation that poisoned the world with greed so i can put food in my face.

how about gardening? how about not killing everything i see. caring for the earth. walking on dirt. feeling the warmth of the sun. noticing the rising stars.

being alive. in harmony.

not because i want to be, but because i am. i am the direct result of change. i am a vision for the future. yes, i can.

forgotten in time. rewritten by some cruel dictator that just didn’t like your train of thought. and sent it to siberia. it is hard to garden in siberia. ask the labor camps. we don’t hear much from them.

can that happen anymore? can you be written out of the history books? or has personal data retention paved the way for democracy. the way to empower a young man from hawaii to lead a political evolution. the land of the free. home of the networked.com

i don’t think man realizes where we are yet. i guess the blog is liberating, but the true liberation is actually participating in the law making. thinking for yourself. taking part in building your utopia. in real time. in your life time. no more poverty if you can figure that out.

peace.

i am hoping the first thing we go for is a “hey man, peace, just call me the dude, or dudarino if your not into the whole brevity thing”. any time you think about hitting someone, watch the big lebowski. if you still feel like hitting them after, then you’re a dick. and your profile picture shows a dick. like see this guy, yeah, he’s a dick. or she’s a dick, but she just behaves that way to have the dick featured on her profile.com

social control with social control.

everlasting records. we just need to noterize the internet. or just go on trust, fuck it, i mean just don’t be a dick, or if we find out, you know what happens. fear. see, it always results in fear. fear of the dick. i don’t want to be that guy. imagine how awkward it would be shopping. or gardening. the ho would never look at you the same.

it has to come to this.

it has come to this.

liberty or death. i forget.

i wonder what it will be like to be dead. i wonder what it will be like to be forgotten.

what if you were jesus and you didn’t know it. like you missed the call. and your voice mail was full, so someone else died for all of humanities sins instead. like, well, let’s just call the next guy on the list and see if he is interested in being the son of god. maybe he’ll want to send himself on a suicide mission. take one for the team.

i found my angel today. i was tearing down babylon when i stumbled upon babalon. of course it is all in my mind, and it makes sense to me. perhaps it is within the will of others, perhaps she has no choice. she has already asked for it. in different words. whore us.

eric drake weinert had sex with jennifer anne smith and gave birth to eric drake weinert. he was the second born. a double catastrophe. the second coming. he never left. because.

he is always here. time is merely yours to play with.

everything moves in a straight line. space just bends around gravity, so it looks like things curve. it is a function of time.

imagine what you write is recited. read. judged on what i wrote here. this is the most important thing i am doing. let me see your thong. i want to say something important. meaningful? many meaningsful. combomaximums. light at the end of the whole. amongst the hos and the bitches. that shit without the glam and the glitz. fans full of shit. made. and paid.

love. under will.

god has saved my life and my sole. recycled, to preserve the planet.

a religion based on taking care of the earth. led by captian planet. politician. pollution, your times are coming. either that or we will fall like rome. total war. man on man. peaches would be proud. bill would be right. my pride is bigger than yours.

a better way.

love.

under will smith. he doesn’t even swear.

not once.

fresh prince.

throw in seagal too. wisdom and justice. chill. i guess i have to advocate enough land for every person to almost feed themselves completely. ice cream, yeah, we can still have an ice cream dude. and we can probably grow enough food on our own to share and afford simple luxuries. refrigerators and computers are crucial. a home library within a reliable network. a voice. and cold beer.

homebrew.

i can live with that. comfortable housing with intelligent designs. less people on people. more one on one.

gel with me. mage gellin. circumnavigate an idea. spread peace. spread prosperity. make nature into god.

evolve.

we are more than monkeys. we are created in gods image. live up to your potential. survive on your own. not the on the backs. greasy green backs. blood money. killing in the name of. in god we trust. $

move into the new reality. one of honesty. personal responsibility to vibrate positively. to smile. do good for the great. build the world you want to see. be free.

will.

you.

mary me. star of the sea. be the vision i need to wake up the world. my inspiration. my reason.

help me live in purity. the key is me.

everything will be ritual. all roads lead to roam.