korea. wow. i am so unprepared. but now i am packed. and armed to the teeth with recorders of all ages.

capture.

Today, most challenging day, moon rises at noon, moon’s shape appears to be split in half. planting is unproductive. prune and mulch today

i guess when people die, the survivors deal with it by rehashing the events. over and over again, they go over the story, this detail, that. the dead sit silent. burnt in a jar. scattered in the sea. remembered as reasons to enjoy the now. this moment. we will join you eventually.

i am starting to do things. barely. taking charge. responding.

i want a new computer. i am going to earn it.

coping strategies. public properly.

sure. i mean everything i say. and that goes double for writing. i double meant that. see. ah, but what happened in the space time it flew from the media to your senses. only now do i care enough to do anything about it, and you would think the opposition would be the case, but let’s get back to the point. that was an interesting way to consume. a new avenue of thriving.

sometimes even good things are bad. i have a car, but it sits in park. i suppose you reall have to know context. and without being exhaustive, that is impossible. it is only in the eye of the beholder that my impression means what it means to me. you can make an approximation, but only in that moment was it true. my memory even has the same bounds. seeing through my past self.

i need a business partner. i know that. so make it happen. stop eating meat. stop eating commercial dairy. stop living the luxurious today. do you want to live in a wasteland? as you drive your car. what the fuck did you expect was going to happen?

i know. follow my own words. actions. you may only judge me by my actions. i may talk all i want, but can talk change anything? i would argue yes. if that were phrased in the past tense, and now, of course. align the sailors, assemble a fleet, join the uprising.

where is my meditation. i give myself conditions, when then. a programming language without ifs, only whiles. threaded. whiles and conditions. while this condition is true, the following conditions are true. while a = a or while a ! a

isn’t that then making another assumption. you mean an ass out of you and me?