in terms of promulgation of the art at the expense of consumption. i call it take-knowledge-away. i love the vernacular of CS, but i don’t like the fact that the iphone4 replaces the iphone3g in a matter of months consuming the resources for not much apparent gain. look, the youtube of my dog loads faster while i’m oblivious to the nature around me.
and speaking of REsources… makes me skeptical of why they aren’t sources. what’s so re about them, unless this is the nth iteration of the matrix, and the last version pumped their waste, known as oil, under the ground to try and save themselves, just as we will try to pump our carbon dioxide underground for the next evolution to burn in their vehicles.
it’s not some entity on the outside that corrupts it. it’s a dark part of us. the masons have a checkerboard floor to remind them that they deal in light and dark.
i’m in love with numerology. according to pythagoras, that’s all that exists, and looking from the CS standpoint, he’s entirely correct. it’s said whenever two was mentioned, he would spit. (which head spit could be debated). one of my favorite tricks is “there are 10 types of people: those who know binary and those who don’t”. again, it’s just a lens to look at things in the abstract by adding more numbers. i love the genesis (how to create the mother, aka generation of isis) sequence of the kaballah (stone and god combined). they go from zero to nine, which is also synonymous with the amount of possible dimensions. (see http://boingboing.net/2009/08/18/visualizing-up-to-te.html)
do you remember when we were at richardsons and i was trying to show you that program i wrote that wrote itself?
it’s not so much that culture is converging… holly wood is the ancient material to render a wand. a wand is used for control and symbolically represents the intent of the will. marks like jay-z are privy to inside information, given enough to inflame the ego and blind man from being human (man with god) in order to pull the wool over the eyes and guide us to a predetermined destiny.
free will in the larger society? where did obama and mccain come from. what choice is it between this or this. this is a classic mind control technique pioneered by plato in his dialectics. he says one thing that is preposterous, then says, well, if it isn’t that, then it MUST be this. binding the problem to two things, as if there are no more options, thus limiting thought and creating the illusion of freedom.
if it’s not this, then ???. there are very few problems that are solvable using proof by contradiction. yet the mass sucks it down like sugar water.
in writing this message it has become clear to me: there is no enlightenment in initiation, only in illumination.
in gnostism, they say, those of the light have two choices, to live forever in this eternal bliss of meditation, or to choose the path of the razor’s edge and return to the matrix to save humanity. i have chosen the latter, which i must climb bearing the motto of semper vigillus sententia.
if you are familiar with the i ching, in relationship to another, my past present i drew fire over lake (lol BP), and in my future present i drew fire over water. and if you are familiar with a numerological interpretation of that, i have both auspicious irreducible double digit reductions, 38 reducing to 11, the wholeness of separateness, then 64 reducing to 10, the wholeness of unity (which only 10 people would recognize). simply meaning, i was in conflict, and if i stay true to myself (meaning universal will, i am so past the ego), it’s all good.
i know i’ve covered a lot here, and perhaps in languages you are not accustomed to, but i want to touch on one more thing. you mentioned jumps. and i think i know what you are talking about.
my first being from ego to mind, february 2nd 2007. this night i decided that irregardless of external conditions, i will choose to be happy. of course i wobbled back and forth for a while, but it was clear that there was no going back.
the second being from mind to super-mind. i’m not exactly sure what to call it, or exactly how to pin point it because it was much more subtle and extremely complex. one of the most significant events being that forever i had thought “i have to get the hawaiians behind me”. especially in relation to me running for office. then one night i awoke and realized “i am hawaiian, i have to get behind myself”. since that night i have the truthbumps on my arms.
it seems as if i am still awakening to this power. it affords me telepathy and instant manifestation, as long as my ego is not involved. i am sure it runs much deeper, and it is apparent that its development can not be rushed. intensity without force.

i’ve become less and less of a technologist. in truth.